Something I will never understand the cruelty of the boys. What you need to charge you put a guy because he wears glasses? Why do they come to mourn the point of a baby saying "fat"? Today I remember many things from my years in elementary school and I had temporarily forgotten because one of those things is not forgotten, of how cruel kids are. The importance of those words and are charged for the rest of your life. The shame and humiliation are common for kids who are overweight, with glasses, with brackets, with different color skin or nationality.
In my life, there are two stages before reaching 8 years and after meeting them. Before he apparently was a normal girl, but with a problem of low birth weight. My mom tried to doctors and healers. It was not anemic and had no disease, but there was no way in which doctors make me gain weight, they tested from special preparations to drugs that never worked. It weighed 7 kilos easier than normal, and say, for a girl of 5 -6 years is remarkable. No matter how much you eat, it was impossible to be at normal weight.
After 8 years when I fell into the reality of the situation in my home and my parents' separation had happened almost two years ago, I took refuge in food and nothing more than that, and the Anxiety was Monday to Sunday. I was in gym class when I shouted "fat" and a flash memory see myself unable to stop crying in her cubicle in the bathroom, until a teacher picked me. And I realized that I spent years being identified as a skeletal defect being skinny and then as a defect even worse and more horrible, being fat.
Since then, I was the ugliest, most horrible, the most defective and fatter but not the entire school throughout the entire province of Buenos Aires. Those comments made me get into a bubble for years and believe me it was someone who was worthless and that nobody but nobody ever could ever want me.
If I only such remarks by a couple of months caused me years of anguish, I do not want to imagine what it was for boys who were charged for years.
Now I say What need? Calling someone "black" as an insult by their skin color does not make you better or picking up a baby for having braces does not make you have nice, straight teeth. Ni l lamarla fat a girl does not make you lose weight.
Or am I wrong?
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