Katekyo Rintarou Scan Eng

The memory box: Alex II.

And yes. I forgot what I had cried and suffered with that first love and I got carried away completely by multiplying these butterflies filled with water to the ears. Yes. told SI. And I could not believe how everything had happened so fast, so well, such as in a dream. I saw a person virtually unattainable for me (and my self-esteem levels) and to make matters worse, was dating. For my part, I was living a dream awake.


But, like all stories, good and bad, long or short, have a "but." A " but " which for me meant a lot. We had a mutual friend, she was his neighbor and I knew her since elementary school, about 8 years or so. It was divine. And it still is. Very nice. Or so I thought until I said

Melina:

P *, I can tell you something?

P *

If obvious what happened?

M:

before getting Alex's boyfriend with you, I was interested in me. And I think what remains.

There

itself. I fell into the grim reality, as I fell to the bottom, after what I went to Diego, I feared happened. I was the outdated saying nobody was going to cause suffering again. But shortly after, I realized that I had told me Melina, was true. I laughed, I got angry, cried, Patali, but I realized that even though I is not liked, he did it for my sake. A few days after the comment that broke into a thousand pieces that heart mended, Alex called me to talk and walk cortito and said:

Alex:

P *, I love you so much and it was beautiful all this time together ... Is ... Not You, me, you have no blame for anything. But I think this has to end here. This is not cause for more.

P *

...

A:

...

P *

Well.

I said breathlessly. My pride kept me from asking why I did that. Why had offered me all heaven and now let me burn in hell alone. And I said I was fine, that it seemed completely illogical to harass him again if that was not his intention. And he left, he on one side and I on the other. With his head down, You put pieces of illusions, the heart made bag and staring, I left.

Later I learned that, tried everything to be with Melissa, but he ran out without the bread and cake, and she never gave ball. DEAR TAKES !

Well, that did not make me feel better. Had entered into a terrible depression. The days made me very long, and that winter was the one that marked my life pretty hard. I totally derail, distrusted even my shadow. is up today, still I can not understand what I did one day, when I wrote to flesh the letter A on my left hand with a knife.
I realized that he had exaggerated, it was just a guy in my life, I had not even come to love, was too young to love someone and get to that extreme, but my short experience, all those words, promises and love you gave me, made me fly so higher than when I realized that everything was false, I hit the asphalt and nosed derailed me, I turned aside completely.

No, not like the comments people wrote me, it was a beautiful thing was horrible, painful experience that cost me a lot but I am totally sure that I was responsible thereof.

At that time there I felt nothing, he felt cold, did not feel the heat. I needed something stronger, and I looked at the body aches. And ending with "refuge" in self-flagellation.
One thing that I regret my whole life.